Filling the Void
I recently spent many, many, many, many hours listening to The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings (The Fellowship of the Rings, The Two Towers, and The Return of the King) on Audible. There is so much detail in the extraordinary world Tolkien created, and I have only just brushed the surface.
I have now begun the huge task of digging deeper into Tolkien’s world by listening to The Silmarillion. It is my first time tackling this epic tale. There is a lot to absorb, and it will take multiple readings to fully take it all in. I am early in the book, but one word I keep hearing is void. The word void can be defined as, “a completely empty space.” In the Tolkien world, the Void is the uninhabited space outside of time and creation. In certain context, it refers to the state of not being.
Knowing Tolkien’s religious background, it is not hard to notice certain spiritual themes. There is an ongoing battle between good and evil. There are characters who start off shaky or lose their course who find redemption in the end. There are characters whose pride and ambition lead them to destruction. In listening to The Silmarillion, one can’t help but think about the book of Genesis and the creation of the world. There was a void, and God filled it.
Since Genesis, the created have become creators by molding material provided by the Creator. Fueled with strong imaginations, we have come a long way from the rudimentary tools found in museums worldwide. Countless inventions have been envisioned and eventually perfected, prototype after prototype. We have created boats to sail on the sea. We have created planes to fly in the air. We have made life-saving discoveries in medicine. Our imagination, it would seem, has no limit.
It was this desire to create that got Melkor, a character from The Silmarillion, in trouble, and it can sometimes get us in trouble. While God gave us dominion over the earth, we have always struggled with dominion over ourselves. If there is a void, it is in our nature to try to fill it, sometimes with unintended consequences.
We have 24 hours in a day and most of that time outside of sleep is spent doing something. We work. We spend time with loved ones. We watch television or read. We exercise. We eat. We do; we do; and we do. But, in all of our doing, how many of us are focused on doing our passion or what we were created to do?
We not only fill time with activities. We also find ways to fill our emotional spaces. When we are sad, we shop, eat, or mope. When we are angry, we lash out at the world around us. We can also fill the void with empty sex, illicit drugs, excessive alcohol, and other coping mechanisms that are unproductive and unhealthy.
In relationships, when we sense uncertainty, we can fill voids with (mostly unvalidated) internal narratives. For example, we create a story when we think someone is upset with us. The story becomes reality in our minds, yet we never take the time to challenge or validate it.
When we attempt to fill voids, we fill them with everything but the thing that will fill it: walking in our God-given purpose. We are made to create. We are born with purpose and the gifts and talents to bring it to life. It is when we are out of alignment with our purpose and call that we begin to fill the void with unproductive and unhealthy coping mechanisms.
In this new year, ask yourself what you are filling your void with. Make sure they are things that bring you closer to God and fulfilling your purpose and calling in this life. Don’t give in to fear. When given the choice to be a creator or a critic, choose to create. You were created to create, so get to it!